I Lose My Words, Positive or Negative?

Today, I make conversation with my friend from Bangladesh. She helps me so much to improve my English speaking skill as my third language. Not same with our conversation before. I really lose my word today. And she realized that. It happens when she asks me about tempeh production in my hometown based on what she watched on my you tube channel. She asks what is tempeh, how it was made, and what the special cuisine made from tempeh. I can't answer fluently all above. Do you know why? because I lose my word, I don't have enough vocabulary to describe that and the vital one is I don't think in English when I describe tempeh.

Does this accident make me nervous? Yes. Does this accident make me insecure? Yes. And fortunately, She realizes that and tells me what she feels about me. It makes me comfort again. The next question is.. Does this accident make me shy to speak English again? Absolutely not, big big big not. I more triggered to enhance my vocabulary because this month I just focus on my listening and speaking skill and little ignore to improve my grammar and explore the vocabulary. Thank God, It happens to me. Ok. The lesson learned is you should look everything on the positive side if you want to make you positive. I often use this theory of life in the many of accidents that happened to me. And It's work. It's very very worth it.

You can be sad, but you must move on, move on from the past. Your sadness never takes you in good condition, believe me. ----------------------------------------------------------- Well, good news for today is... Jeng Jeng I have been joining in the international female English group. I am very glad can join in this group. I find many females who want to speak English. And, I think it is safer for me, absolutely from flirting to everyone. I learn a lot from Emma Jakobi from mmmEnglish to be confident in English. Thanks so much Emma Jakobi. Hmm, one week again my class will begin. I can't spare a much time to learn English because I should focus in my major study. So, the point is I should learn a lot of stuff to make my English skill better in this time. Good luck for me, Note: I am still searching the native English who want talk to me, I think the sensation will be different. I hope as soon as possible. God help me, please! -------------------------------------------------------------- Home work! Make an article about tempeh to enhanced my vocabulary.