Resign From My Current Job

It was soooo long, I don't write anything. So, at this moment, I want to throw away my trash through this post.

Yup, after October 2018 I was graduated, I take religious journey 'Umrah' to calm down my feeling and my emotionally to be balance around 12 days in Turkey, Mecca, and Medina. After that I back to Blitar for one week and back to Bandung, looking for job. Actually at that situation, I'm still officially be a practicum assistance but It doesn't really job. I can't life just from that job.

I apply a job for a tutor on one of learning center in Bandung for a while. I tell my Boss that this is not my destination, I tell him just for a while and He approve it. Around one month there, I get a really Job for a Quality Control in Pharmaceutical Industry. But the administration little bit long due to my condition. Yup, my healthy report is not good as I hope. I'm sick before my health checkup. So, I should re-checkup my liver to make sure the bad health report just because I'm tired not because my actually condition. The administration start December and I start work in February 2019.

The first week, everything is okay. But not after that, deadline, no fault, working load, and some toxic people make me desperate. I can't get working balance there and my emotional condition was bad. I often cry in my bed, because I feel stress. At the first month of working day, I break up with my ex, I loose my third ears to hears my story. But honestly, It just impact me little. I try to make a peace with my self and I know someone who can hear my story. Really, the best action from move on is get the new one, even though it's just a fake new one.

From him I got some information, some perspective, and like I found my self again. I search for more information about my career continuity and I decided to resign from my current job to continue searching my happiness (of course, not just about money). Fortunately, my Spv support me so much (Really Thanks to Her). She know me so well, she always ask my progress while a decide to make another option and resign from my current job.

Yes, it's not easy for me to resign from good position. Soo many option that I should consider. But, at final point, I think it's a best deal. Bismillah